spent the day at the gym with one of my fav girls. we decided to get a little crazy, get a little wild.. @ the Y, by joining a steps class, difficulty level = 2.5. it was ridiculously fun!!!!!!!! i was terrible though.. being honest here. i got lost during a lot of the moves (hand-eye coordination doesn't seem to be my forte) and i was laughing the whole time. the teacher actually had to come over and help me at one point.. hahaha.. talk about embarassing! and these older ladies were like "it's okay, first time's always hard!" and "don't worry, you're doing great!" says the lady directly behind me.. aka directly watching me screw up and look like a lost puppy. hahaha i loved it all..
met a few characters today too.. "did you know your phone is the dirtiest.." hahaha thanks for letting us know bud.. my absolute favourite has to be the 2 korean boys standing at the 49th bus stop. chu and i were at a light, and i pointed at one of them and was like "oh my god!! do you see how low his v-neck is???" seriously, it was around the nipple-line area.. maybe even lower. chu proceeded to say "i have those pants." he was wearing harlem pants. we were laughing so hard, "crazy koreans! hahaha" and then his friend noticed us laughing at him and told him, and he himself started laughing. and then chu said "oh my god. his friend is wearing uggs."
i turned on my laptop to reply emails but instead it turned into blogging.. tweeting.. facebook msging and tweaking my school schedule to perfection. i took a leap of faith and decided to enroll myself into a 1030am class. it's critical i attend too.. bc i failed last term and i can't afford to fail again -__- let's hope i didn't sign myself up for failure and disappointment..
and lastly, a birthday shoutout to one of my best girls.. even though she's MIA half the time and living on the eastcoast.. d <333 i love you girl, have the happiest birthday. i know you most definitely deserve it... for the hardest worker i know! it's my breaking my heart we can't celebrate it on your real birthday.. but i'll see you soon.
Mondays are generally bad, but today was an exceptionally bad Monday. I'm probably over-reacting, I tend to do that. I was probably just super cranky because I hadn't eaten all day (I go bitch wild when I haven't eaten for a long time.. just ask W/KT).
Because I'm a fucking idiot, I slept at 5AM last night even though I had finished my Thriller presentation around 1ish. Like, what the fuck is wrong with me? Even as I'm typing out this blog right now, my eyes feel heavy (and itchy for some reason, it's been like that all fucking day) and I want nothing more than to wake up fresh and early tomorrow and actually do something with my life (especially since I made plans to have lunch and study with J tmr lol). I'll go to bed after this entry. Promise. Okay, I lied. I saved this entry as a draft then I came back now (3:06AM) to finish it.
Anyway.. so it started when I left 20 minutes for myself to get ready. It's so hard to pick out warm clothes if you're like me who lives on thin cotton cardigans and tights--strictly, NO jeans. I left the house without breakfast which was a huge mistake. Androol said he'd drive me home and wait for me for the extra hour. I went to class in a rush, interrupting this poor girl's presentation while doing so. Turns out SFU doesn't have underground wireless connections so I had to go upstairs (interrupted someone else's presentation as well) and proceeded to disrupt a couple that was obviously fighting.. but I didn't notice till the girl packed up her things and left with the guy looking like "Huh?" (I really hope I didn't make it worse). I was doing a presentation on "Thriller" and it's basically a mini-movie, and with the shitty reception travelling between SFU's cement walls, it took literally forever to load. With ten minutes left of class, I booked it back downstairs and my TA ended up telling me I could present it next class. Sa-weet... thanks.
I don't want to go into detail anymore, because I really shouldn't be bad mouthing my friends on my public blog as lame as that sounds. But by the end of the day, I ended up waiting in a car by myself for 40 minutes and then walking in the cold to go home. Both were by choice, so don't worry. But yeah.. sometimes I really hate being around people.. especially dick-ish loud mouthed people.
Thank God for W and J, and pho. They both picked me up and we went to get some heart-warming goodness. I was starving.. I had a bowl of pho, a spring roll and a pear made out of hazelnut ice cream. Mmmm first meal of the day.
I miss my friends. I'm probably just saying this now because I'm hella pissed at my friends at school for leaving me no choice but to walk home.. but that's just me being a diva. Haha. I feel like a shitty friend for always bailing and never going through with our plans. I'm always studying with the guys at school or eating with them. I never have time for my high school friends, most of whom I've known since the 1st grade. I've spoken to Stephen about this and we both agreed that everyday gets a little riskier. Everytime you bail for some school issue or your new friends from school, your friends get less and less lenient. I love you guys btw... can't wait till tomorrow!!!
Furthermore, I miss having time.
I really want to tan but I'm scared and I have no time lol. Jo says it's the most precious thing ever.. "everyone needs that warm embrace every once in awhile". Tans make me feel happy. I feel accomplished after a day of beach bumming and I come home and check out legs in the mirror. I miss those days where I could wear flipflops everyday and avoid stepping into puddles in the middle of the sidewalk.
Did I mention that I'm getting fat?
I'm going to leave with a song that I can't stop listening to..
