Saturday, June 4, 2011
On the search for
that carefree philosophy.
Thoughts:
I'd like to spend more time with my little brother (who isn't so little anymore!)
I'm so mad at my knee. I'm so pissed that I can't run, do the elliptical, stairmasters, or do squats. It's driving me mad.
Can't stop listening to http://youtu.be/DWkruuiml3s (Thanks, Chu)
Hmmm... much love to my girl N.
I wanna be baked to a golden crisp by the end of this summer. Beach bumming is one of my fav hobbies afterall..
Speaking of hobbies, I'm stoked on getting started on playing the acoustic guitar. I've been wanting to learn how to play for a few years now, but lethargy and the smallness of my hands have gotten in the way. I recently discovered two Yamaha guitars in my basement--one of them is this gorgeous classic guitar (circa 1988) with these beautiful ebony pegs, the other is a standard-looking acoustic guitar. Both are seem so promising, I can't decide which one to keep for myself. (Duh.. keep both.)
"I don't know if I'm in love with you--I don't know what that is. But I know for sure, I'm crazy about you."
I need to revise my sleeping schedule. Chu's right; I'm waking up in a completely timezone. I always said that sleep deprivation would be my hamartia.
Cocoa Rice Krispies are soo yumskies. If y'all have the chance to get your hands on some (courtesy of our friendly neighbour from the South), GET ON IT.
I considered starting a marketing blog but my passions leave me elsewhere.. actually, they lead me towards cosmetology and fine foods. What can I say? I'm a superficial fatty at heart. loveandcheekbones.blogspot.com is where it's at. I'll be talking shit about NYX, taking a lots of pictures of myself, and doing what I do best.. (eating).
I forget what good music does to the soul..
Although I've always considered myself a kind person, as the years progress.. I've become really stuck-up. Worst of all, it's unintentional snobbery. I think we can all agree, judgement is involuntary--it's what you do with that judgement that makes a difference. Sometimes, I pass judgement on people and let it take control of how I treat them and I think they deserve to be treated. I forget that humanity loses itself in such convictions. I'd like to be a kinder person this summer. A genuinely kinder person. I'd like to bask in all that sunshine, see all the beauties of life, shake off the bad moments and relish in the good ones. I want to do better, be better. I want this summer to be about more laughter and more smiles. Everyone needs to smile more.
Lastly..
Spread love everywhere you go. Let no one ever come to you without leaving happier. - Mother Teresa
Thursday, June 2, 2011
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
A friend of mine said
Hardest thing people have to do is learn to let people into their life.
#truth
In the midst of sweating profusely
I'm going to go into details about some things. I'm going to get personal.
Yeah, you heard me.
So I lied about my workout diary, hence..
It's been a little more than 2 weeks since Jillian and I have locked eyes and got down to the nitty gritty.. Instead, I'm devoting 4-5 days a week into the gym communities of the world. I'm addicted. In the first time in what feels like forever (or maybe never?), I feel like I'm doing some good for myself that doesn't involve other people (I'm talking about boyfriends, y'all.. don't get any ideas here), consumerism, or over indulgence.
DIET
From a girl whose happiness comes straight from her [fat] belly, am I really dieting? By the looks of my eating habits from the last few weeks, hales no. Saturday night, my girl and I were eating a 4 course French meal (fatasses hard at work) which meant butter, heavy cream, garlic, bread, vino, and more butta. I also can't help but get TCBY everytime I go to the movies--not to mention my weekly cheer-up pick-me-up of Qoola.
I have been pretty strict with my carbs, but those weekly outbreaks where I'm just forkfulling spaghetti and eating Chinese buns cease to go away. Not eating carbs sounds ridiculous--it's due for an eye-rolling. But, I'm not not eating carbs--I'm just cutting them. It's not that hard, especially knowing how bad refined white flour is. Plus, why load up on carbs and have your energy waste away in an hour when you can have, say, a protein heavy breakfast and avoid feeling starved and over-eating later in the day? I'm pretty bad with breakfast on most days, especially when I'm in a rush. But when I have time or am at work, I make sure I order or cook a breakfast that's heavy on the protein (ie. 2 eggs or grilled chicken), includes something yummy (I like sausage more than bacon, but bacon's proven to have more benefits and less calories), and a small portion of carbs (I eat one pancake covered in syrup and jam on days where I feel like I deserve it.. otherwise, I only eat half or I have a slice of toast.) Afterall.. breakfast is the most important meal of the day!
PLEASE. LET ME BORE YOU.
Although I'm lazy as fuck when it comes to the treadmill ("My joints/lungs/legs/face hurt!"), I still manage to burn a small 100 calories as my warm-up. Bursts of energy as opposed to prolonged running has been proven to evoke a better muscle (and likewise calorie) after-burn. This is where interval training somehow fits into everything again.
Treadmill = 100-150 calories
The elliptical is where my true love lies. I like to watch The Office or How I Met Your Mother while I breezily do an incline of 10 or 20, but lately I've been challenging myself to 10 calories per minute and listening to feel good gym beats. I like to do 150 calories on an incline of 10 because it isolates from the quadriceps and up. I'm currently trying to strengthen my quadriceps in hopes that the muscle will efficiently burn the fat off my thighs. For the next 100 calorie burn, I do 50 calories on a 5 incline then on a 1 incline. The last 50 calories is reserved for a cool-down of a watching HIMYM (on a 1 incline). 10 and 1 inclines are my favourite because, 10 isolates and 1 works the whole body.
I love that the elliptical requires you to use your arms. The more muscles you engage, the more calories you burn. Love you, baby.
Elliptical = 250-300 calories
Mine and Chu's mutual fav happens to be the stairmasters! Trust, you work up an amazing sweat! It incorporates your entire body [I wanna say mind and soul here just because I like it so much] and it adds to my quadricep strengthening. I just started doing over 150 calories on this machine, just because it really kicks your butt. It's the best way to end a workout.
Stairmasters = 150-200 calories
In between or after cardio, I'm usually dead tired so my sculpting exercises have really been lacking. I usually opt for the Hammer Strength machine, your standard crunches, and plank for core strengthening. I've continued with my favourite inner-thigh isolating exercise: squats with a leg abduction. They're my absolute fav and I've borrowed them from the ToneItUp girls.
Here's a video on how to:
I know the squat rack is where it's at when it comes to your glutes and quads, but working out in a male-dominant weight room is not even just intimidating.. It's plain ridiculous! Some guys are awful. They stare at you, shake their heads at you, ask rudely when you're going to be done because you can't possibly be lifting those heavy weights! The pit is where some of the last remnants of female oppression exists. I don't know what's worse---men thinking you're just a silly girl for trying to lift half your weight or men applauding you and making a scene out of the whole thing.
Either way, I've come to really despise many of the men that can't admit they're just sexist when it comes to working out. Although we may be aiming for different body types, there has to be some middle ground here? What I really mean is, share the squat rack and the deadlift bar, bitches.
Lastly, I'd like to touch upon stretching. Stretching is a must! Before and after your workout. That's all I really gotta say..
HIIT VS. GYM
I still think Jillian Michaels is the bomb diggity. Strength training is something I really admire, as most women like to lean towards cardio and cardio only. Weights are commonly neglected because women are afraid of "bulking up". The concept itself promotes efficient calorie burning and body strengthening--it's the best of both worlds.
I've done 2.5 weeks at the gym so far, and I've gotten good results. My legs are slimmer, my quads are shapely and stronger. But, the same can be said from 2 months of Jillian Michaels. Furthermore, I feel like my tummy was flatter while doing Jillian Michaels because she gets you to do many ab exercises--lower and upper alike (then again, I double up on the ab intervals). I don't think anyone who has a job or goes to school can really afford to spend 2-3 hours at the gym, 4x a week. At least I can't.
Jillian Michaels provides a 20 minute workout that claims to be equivalent to hours at the gym. Do I agree? Yes, and no. The problem with Jillian Michaels is that you legitimately have to do it at least 6x a week for prime results. While at the gym, you can have up to 3 days of rest and still look and feel great. It all really depends on the amount of time you have to spare into physical health. Going to the gym makes you feel great, it's an entire experience on its own. You have strangers right next to you as motivators, and you have great body-building machines at hand. Jillian Michaels is efficient with time and exercise. Interval training is still my ultimate fav when it comes to fast results, but the gym will remain my current cohort because it's hella fun and ass-kicking at the same time!
In conclusion, I just love working out. It ties into my whole theory on self-love/narcissism. There ain't nothing wrong with feeling good (and looking good) about yourself!
Did I confuse you enough?
XOXO
Yeah, you heard me.
So I lied about my workout diary, hence..
It's been a little more than 2 weeks since Jillian and I have locked eyes and got down to the nitty gritty.. Instead, I'm devoting 4-5 days a week into the gym communities of the world. I'm addicted. In the first time in what feels like forever (or maybe never?), I feel like I'm doing some good for myself that doesn't involve other people (I'm talking about boyfriends, y'all.. don't get any ideas here), consumerism, or over indulgence.
DIET
From a girl whose happiness comes straight from her [fat] belly, am I really dieting? By the looks of my eating habits from the last few weeks, hales no. Saturday night, my girl and I were eating a 4 course French meal (fatasses hard at work) which meant butter, heavy cream, garlic, bread, vino, and more butta. I also can't help but get TCBY everytime I go to the movies--not to mention my weekly cheer-up pick-me-up of Qoola.
I have been pretty strict with my carbs, but those weekly outbreaks where I'm just forkfulling spaghetti and eating Chinese buns cease to go away. Not eating carbs sounds ridiculous--it's due for an eye-rolling. But, I'm not not eating carbs--I'm just cutting them. It's not that hard, especially knowing how bad refined white flour is. Plus, why load up on carbs and have your energy waste away in an hour when you can have, say, a protein heavy breakfast and avoid feeling starved and over-eating later in the day? I'm pretty bad with breakfast on most days, especially when I'm in a rush. But when I have time or am at work, I make sure I order or cook a breakfast that's heavy on the protein (ie. 2 eggs or grilled chicken), includes something yummy (I like sausage more than bacon, but bacon's proven to have more benefits and less calories), and a small portion of carbs (I eat one pancake covered in syrup and jam on days where I feel like I deserve it.. otherwise, I only eat half or I have a slice of toast.) Afterall.. breakfast is the most important meal of the day!
PLEASE. LET ME BORE YOU.
Although I'm lazy as fuck when it comes to the treadmill ("My joints/lungs/legs/face hurt!"), I still manage to burn a small 100 calories as my warm-up. Bursts of energy as opposed to prolonged running has been proven to evoke a better muscle (and likewise calorie) after-burn. This is where interval training somehow fits into everything again.
Treadmill = 100-150 calories
The elliptical is where my true love lies. I like to watch The Office or How I Met Your Mother while I breezily do an incline of 10 or 20, but lately I've been challenging myself to 10 calories per minute and listening to feel good gym beats. I like to do 150 calories on an incline of 10 because it isolates from the quadriceps and up. I'm currently trying to strengthen my quadriceps in hopes that the muscle will efficiently burn the fat off my thighs. For the next 100 calorie burn, I do 50 calories on a 5 incline then on a 1 incline. The last 50 calories is reserved for a cool-down of a watching HIMYM (on a 1 incline). 10 and 1 inclines are my favourite because, 10 isolates and 1 works the whole body.
I love that the elliptical requires you to use your arms. The more muscles you engage, the more calories you burn. Love you, baby.
Elliptical = 250-300 calories
Mine and Chu's mutual fav happens to be the stairmasters! Trust, you work up an amazing sweat! It incorporates your entire body [I wanna say mind and soul here just because I like it so much] and it adds to my quadricep strengthening. I just started doing over 150 calories on this machine, just because it really kicks your butt. It's the best way to end a workout.
Stairmasters = 150-200 calories
In between or after cardio, I'm usually dead tired so my sculpting exercises have really been lacking. I usually opt for the Hammer Strength machine, your standard crunches, and plank for core strengthening. I've continued with my favourite inner-thigh isolating exercise: squats with a leg abduction. They're my absolute fav and I've borrowed them from the ToneItUp girls.
Here's a video on how to:
I know the squat rack is where it's at when it comes to your glutes and quads, but working out in a male-dominant weight room is not even just intimidating.. It's plain ridiculous! Some guys are awful. They stare at you, shake their heads at you, ask rudely when you're going to be done because you can't possibly be lifting those heavy weights! The pit is where some of the last remnants of female oppression exists. I don't know what's worse---men thinking you're just a silly girl for trying to lift half your weight or men applauding you and making a scene out of the whole thing.
Either way, I've come to really despise many of the men that can't admit they're just sexist when it comes to working out. Although we may be aiming for different body types, there has to be some middle ground here? What I really mean is, share the squat rack and the deadlift bar, bitches.
Lastly, I'd like to touch upon stretching. Stretching is a must! Before and after your workout. That's all I really gotta say..
HIIT VS. GYM
I still think Jillian Michaels is the bomb diggity. Strength training is something I really admire, as most women like to lean towards cardio and cardio only. Weights are commonly neglected because women are afraid of "bulking up". The concept itself promotes efficient calorie burning and body strengthening--it's the best of both worlds.
I've done 2.5 weeks at the gym so far, and I've gotten good results. My legs are slimmer, my quads are shapely and stronger. But, the same can be said from 2 months of Jillian Michaels. Furthermore, I feel like my tummy was flatter while doing Jillian Michaels because she gets you to do many ab exercises--lower and upper alike (then again, I double up on the ab intervals). I don't think anyone who has a job or goes to school can really afford to spend 2-3 hours at the gym, 4x a week. At least I can't.
Jillian Michaels provides a 20 minute workout that claims to be equivalent to hours at the gym. Do I agree? Yes, and no. The problem with Jillian Michaels is that you legitimately have to do it at least 6x a week for prime results. While at the gym, you can have up to 3 days of rest and still look and feel great. It all really depends on the amount of time you have to spare into physical health. Going to the gym makes you feel great, it's an entire experience on its own. You have strangers right next to you as motivators, and you have great body-building machines at hand. Jillian Michaels is efficient with time and exercise. Interval training is still my ultimate fav when it comes to fast results, but the gym will remain my current cohort because it's hella fun and ass-kicking at the same time!
In conclusion, I just love working out. It ties into my whole theory on self-love/narcissism. There ain't nothing wrong with feeling good (and looking good) about yourself!
Did I confuse you enough?
XOXO
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
Sunday, May 8, 2011
I wanna. I wanna. I gotta be adored.
So my boyfriend and I recently admitted that we are falling in love with each other.
"We're definitely on our way," as he puts it.
Half of me is exhilerated--shouldn't we all aim to be that brutally honest and openly suspectible to love? I always thought love's Nirvana would be described as a place where nobody is keeping score anymore. A place where you're free to stand ontop of a street bench and tell the whole world how much you love your significant other; where all trust issues simply dissipate.
I would be so happy just having that. For a (premature) period of time, my greatest fear growing up was to one day wake up next to the wrong person. I'd turn next to me and wonder, "Where's the love of my life?"
But of course, nothing in life works out accordingly. We can't all have what we want. The cynic in the back of my head recognizes the boundaries between sheer fantasy and reality. We can't all have the fairytale wedding and the happy marriage. Part of me is in love with the idea of love; its many manifestations and the promise that it is indeed what gives life purpose.
The other part of me is mortified.
"We're definitely on our way," as he puts it.
Half of me is exhilerated--shouldn't we all aim to be that brutally honest and openly suspectible to love? I always thought love's Nirvana would be described as a place where nobody is keeping score anymore. A place where you're free to stand ontop of a street bench and tell the whole world how much you love your significant other; where all trust issues simply dissipate.
I would be so happy just having that. For a (premature) period of time, my greatest fear growing up was to one day wake up next to the wrong person. I'd turn next to me and wonder, "Where's the love of my life?"
But of course, nothing in life works out accordingly. We can't all have what we want. The cynic in the back of my head recognizes the boundaries between sheer fantasy and reality. We can't all have the fairytale wedding and the happy marriage. Part of me is in love with the idea of love; its many manifestations and the promise that it is indeed what gives life purpose.
The other part of me is mortified.
"What's your favourite thing about me?"
"Your personality."
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